return

I was blog-walking and found this very helpful question: "Cuba teka apa hikmah Allah hilangkan orang yang kita sayang dari kita..?" and I keep on reading. It mentioned that the reason why we lose people we care and love most in life is to make us realize, that we should put our dependence solely on Allah: ‘Hikmah kehilangan orang tersayang adalah supaya kita belajar untuk meletakkan kebergantungan hanya pada Allah’. Okie dokie, it's a normal thing lah kan, whenever we face difficulties, we are frustrated, then we'll suddenly remember our Creator [I'm so grateful that I have Him in my life, bak kata mama, kita yang Islam ni lucky sangat sebab kita ada doa that connects us with Allah, our Creator; the One knows us best :'D]. But do we realize that we only depend on him ONLY when we face difficulties? [dang~! buah kelapa jatuh sebijik di kepala. :D]. I have to admit when I'm super sad, I seek comfort from best people in my life. I called my bestfriend, I asked Mama this and that; tapi hati tak tenang jugak. But today I woke up and reflect; when I'm sad, I fully return to my family [penting kott balik semula kat family :D], I contact my teslian friends [yang mana sudi layan lah, ekeke], I return to my dearest self who always claimed to be strong, kuat makan and move forward [dan mula buat kerja-kerja yang tertangguh... hoho, come on lah, kata nak pi UK... wake up! chaiyok!]. I return to Him, believing that, this would be satu ujian to make us closer to Him and stronger to face this life. Wouldn't that a better change for own self? Upgrade kekuatan diri untuk next level in life. In shaa Allah :D